

We are trying another field trip today and attending a contemporary dance performance in Chelsea. The student mix is a bit odd. It is my same smart (but slightly nerdy boys) that decided to come along, my girls that are smart and leaders (but WAY talkative), as well as a couple of those anomaly students that really don’t fit into a certain group. It doesn’t surprise me, because I would say for the most part, they are the same kids that I hung out in middle school. However, I don’t know how Demannis and Albert are going to feel about the performance…
This week was filled with ridiculous highs and lows. It was the state English Language Arts exam and, for the most part, students did really well. I was impressed by their ability to focus silently all morning; however, they were CRAZY in the afternoon. Not being able to go outside during lunch didn’t help, and for future tests, I am just planning on having them play review jeopardy or BINGO…
Speaking of testing, I am just not sure how we are going to get through everything before the state math exam in March. There are 20 instructional days left- at least 4 of which include a “practice” or “predictive” math exam. I am all for knowing where my students are, but it is so hard to do else on those days especially with so few days to remediate or to teach new standards…
The low this week was silly, but it is the first time that I could say that I was truly disappointed in my students. I had brought in breakfast and rice crispies for my kids on the testing days. However, because we used the rice crispies as a reward for games, I had to save some for my 2nd class of the day. I told the students that no one else could have a rice crispy at the end end up class, but when we lined up for music, two students were eating them! I was disappointed but told them that they had a chance to redeem themselves with their hallway behavior because they had a fieldtrip on the line. Unfortunately, they were awful in the hallways AND when I came back, the rice crispies were gone…
I know they are just kids and that they were just rice crispies, but I felt very personally disrespected and underappreciated. I really thought that I was building solid relationships with my students and that this was a huge step backwards. I ended up sobbing in the office and in front of the kids who felt pretty bad… but are hopefully starting to see me as a real person and not just a “teacher.”
We had a talk about it the following day, and they really did try harder. They are such amazing, intelligent, and hard-working kids. They have gone through more in their 1st 12 years than I will in my lifetime, and I just want them to act and to represent themselves like I know they can.
I am off now to go meet my children for the show. I will let you know how everything goes and hopefully we will all leave a bit more cultured : )
Lots of love from NYC. Hope to hear from you soon!
Ms. Newton